Thursday, June 30, 2011

#2 Myself as a Reader and Writer.

Evaluate yourself as a reader and writer. Can you consider yourself a good reader and writer? Why or why not?

As a reader, I consider myself a good one but not exactly. I have read many books but there are some that I wasn’t able to finish yet. I like reading things about inspirational stories and ghost stories. I hate reading things that are too factual, like history books, because for me it’s kinda boring. The first thing I do when I read a book is to start it reading its introduction or its summary and then I’ll read the chapter. Before, I start without any preparations but I would just end up not learning something from what I have read. But now, I would really prepare and I would settle my mind and body before starting. I give my attention to what I am reading but sometimes not because I get distracted with the interferences around me. I like to take some important notes and ideas. Making a summary or an outline would help me a lot in understanding more and to recall text information. After reading, I would have a break and I will do my next task.

 I consider myself not a good writer. I am not really good in writing. Way back in high school, I was a contributor in our school publication but it happened just because my teacher told me so. She said that I am a good writer, but I thought that I am not. I know how to write but my strengths are only limited. I find it frustrating when I don’t know what and where to start and how to close it properly. I write only because it is a must in school, a writing requirement and sometimes I write to improve my writing skills. I only have a few experiences in writing. I like writing about on what I feel and my experiences. My plan for self-improvement is that I will read a lot and I will practice more in writing and I will ask for opinions from my peers, blockmates or teachers about my works.

Monday, June 13, 2011

#1 My Mission in Life

“Life is when you realize what’s worth dying for.”

This was a quote I got from a friend way back in high school. My mind was wondering what could this quote really means and little by little, the blur started to vanish and I saw things clear. I got it. Things were running in my mind as I ponder through its deeper meaning- the things I want to do, who I want to be and to whom I would do these things for. Thus, life is not just living it and dying in the end, it’s more about doing something that is worth dying, leaving a great mark…it is like, I am called to do a greater mission, far from my mission when I was a kid.

Let’s start with my first mission. As a college student, it is common to us that our mission would be to finish our chosen course. Mine is Chemical Engineering, it’s tough, right? But I know, perseverance and determination would make it less tough. Finishing this 5-year course and passing the bar examination would be another fulfilling events in my life. This career would mean a lot to me because my next mission lies in it.

My next mission is to find a stable job. A job that I love, I am trained and studied for. I only want to work here in Philippines. I do like going abroad but only for the sake of travelling and having some tours. Someday, when I am going to have an enough income, I’m going to travel around the world with my loved ones especially my family. If I can find a job that has a high salary, I want to provide scholarships. I want to give other children, who can’t study because of financial issues, an opportunity to go to school, to learn and to experience many things. Their life is not just all about playing and begging for money in the streets.

My next mission is to serve my family, especially my Mama and Papa. I want to give them back what they have given me for all these years. I want to give them their wants and needs. I want to make them happy too by being a successor, someday. I may have my job soon, I will probably be busy but i will never ever forget to make time seeing and taking care of them. But for now, studying hard, having high grades and obeying them are the least things I can do to make my family happy and proud for me.

And the last mission is serving the Lord, but not to be a nun, rather to be faithful servant to Him. Being faithful to Him is about keeping his commandments, and loving Him with all your heart, mind and soul. Another way of serving Him is to spread His Gospel in godly ways. This should be everyone else’s mission, an everyday mission.

In achieving these missions, I should not forget to enjoy every moment, finding laughter, happiness and joys along this wonderful ride. Seize the moment and live life to the fullest. These missions will not be impossible if I will just have the great determination. I should have the desires in my heart to get to work on it. Yes, it is challenging but let us just remember that God would not put us into a situation or let’s say, he wouldn’t bring us into a mission if He sees we are not yet armed and ready for the battle. Let us just be prepared to face the invaders, trials and obstacles.

Like an eagle, I am meant to soar high and spread my wings. Dream big. Let us not settle for less, but we should settle for more. And let us do things that are worth dying for. :)